The crush was inspired by a sense of nostalgia from when I first met Loui. There's no better feeling than having a crush, the imagining of what could be and the hypothetical what ifs.

“August 19th, I passed him in the street today. It feels strange to see him in reality when I think about him every night, I make up conversations we would have and what songs we would listen to. I wonder if his heart was beating as hard as mine when he saw me from across the road. Maybe he will be at that party next week, maybe he will think I look pretty.”